It doesn't matter how, it just matters that we do.
[which is absolutely not an answer, and is the opposite of logic. of course he doesn't have a plan, but that is inexplicably the part that he cares the least about. hearing himself say it out loud only emphasizes this fact.
and, again, it's beside the point anyway. he doesn't want to fight anymore. it's just a hard habit to avoid when the impulse is still so urgent and central. it takes a great effort to sigh, rub his face, and push his focus over again.]
Look... Forget this. All of it. This isn't... what I'd wanted.
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[which is absolutely not an answer, and is the opposite of logic. of course he doesn't have a plan, but that is inexplicably the part that he cares the least about. hearing himself say it out loud only emphasizes this fact.
and, again, it's beside the point anyway. he doesn't want to fight anymore. it's just a hard habit to avoid when the impulse is still so urgent and central. it takes a great effort to sigh, rub his face, and push his focus over again.]
Look... Forget this. All of it. This isn't... what I'd wanted.