[because it's not like Robin has a habit of melting down somewhere first, and having some sort of revelation on his own time, before he even mentions this stuff or anything.]
[he probably doesn't need to hear much more than a vague acknowledgement anyway.]
Well, I used to write on his walls. All the time, I'd just hide in his back room or on the kitchen floor, and he couldn't see it. Didn't have friends, so no one'd come over and find it. All kinds of stuff, and he never asked much...
I've been thinking about that a lot. And a lot of things from home, all of a sudden. It's been years, but
[another small delay, but this one is spent reading everything unspoken in the margins of context. there's quite a bit there, but he thinks he's got the shape of it now.]
[there's a delay on his end, too. where he decides whether a walk is actually something he would like, or whether he's too strung-up to get that far. in the end, getting off of his ship is what's most important, so...]
[he said at. he won't go inside. part of his thinking was deciding if he can handle bumping into someone on the way there--and he believes that he can.
so he'll show up in... a little bit, dressed normal, acting normal. a little distracted, but it could be much, much worse. he'll basically stand there and ring the doorbell until Tek comes outside.]
Sure. [he glances over at the horizon, briefly...] Stars'll be nice.
[his tension doesn't really show until he starts moving; precise, smooth motions, like his fidgeting is calculated. weight from one foot to the other, looking with his eyes but not his head.]
[it's sad when the novelty of a night sky wears off, but having real dirt under your feet is a luxury. and he doesn't pick at or crowd Robin. not yet. he'll just start walking--give him some time to move around without having to watch his every seam and weak point, before he starts something like that.]
There is one square to the west that I particularly like. I bet it's like a graveyard at this hour.
[not picking at him is a very kind gesture, all things considered. Robin is doing a fine job of crowding himself, shoving his hands in his pockets and keeping his elbows just a little too close to his sides. ]
Sounds good to me. I'd kill for an actual graveyard... [ah. the corner of his mouth quirks up in a sharp smirk, like clockwork.] No pun intended.
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[because it's not like Robin has a habit of melting down somewhere first, and having some sort of revelation on his own time, before he even mentions this stuff or anything.]
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I used to write on his walls, you know? Not Michael, Vincent. Have I told you about him? He was blind and really tall?
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Sounds familiar.
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Well, I used to write on his walls. All the time, I'd just hide in his back room or on the kitchen floor, and he couldn't see it. Didn't have friends, so no one'd come over and find it. All kinds of stuff, and he never asked much...
I've been thinking about that a lot. And a lot of things from home, all of a sudden. It's been years, but
[the message ends there, awkwardly. predictably, something else follows soon after.]
I think I'm having trouble calming down and I don't have any walls here.
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And I suppose a journal doesn't suffice.
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N O, it's about ruining something.
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Would you like to go for a walk?
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Yes. I can meet you at your ship.
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I'll be waiting.
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so he'll show up in... a little bit, dressed normal, acting normal. a little distracted, but it could be much, much worse. he'll basically stand there and ring the doorbell until Tek comes outside.]
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Lovely evening, isn't it?
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[his tension doesn't really show until he starts moving; precise, smooth motions, like his fidgeting is calculated. weight from one foot to the other, looking with his eyes but not his head.]
Got anywhere in mind?
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[it's sad when the novelty of a night sky wears off, but having real dirt under your feet is a luxury. and he doesn't pick at or crowd Robin. not yet. he'll just start walking--give him some time to move around without having to watch his every seam and weak point, before he starts something like that.]
There is one square to the west that I particularly like. I bet it's like a graveyard at this hour.
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Sounds good to me. I'd kill for an actual graveyard... [ah. the corner of his mouth quirks up in a sharp smirk, like clockwork.] No pun intended.